Today I wondered around in a haze. Happiness leaking into my life gradually as the skies clear to reveal blue. I love the summer.. Its hard to deny, but life gets better with a little heat and light. Still, I realised I am a long way off that ideal life which I carry around in my head. There are so many things to do and to spend time on, and yet I feel like I'm not even making any progress in them. Hrrm.. I realised that not stupid enough to be ceaselessly happy and carefree, but not intelligent enough to figure out what I need to do to achieve happiness. Looks like I have focus on this a bit for the next few weeks..