I take back the early criticisms made by me about blogs. Tonight I have sat in a void of indifference. I reflected on the pointlessness of working in the job that I do, and found that I am completely and utterly unfulfilled. In fact nothing seems to satisfy. BUT certainly the job fails to provide anything other than a temporal cancer which is gradually mutating my desire for satisfaction and sapping my energy so that It can get bloated while I wither. I am gradually loosing my essence and find that each sardonic second on my watch sends me closer to my destiny.
Is there nothing that can lift me?

Maybe I just need to get out?