Ok so there are good days and bad days. I have been at the Library all weekend and spent all of my hours, thinking/working. It reminds me of a saying, 'if you push down on the ground, it pushes back up at you!' Well I feel as though I am pushing a large object up a hill at the moment. BUT as I get further up the hill I can see more, so then I feel as though there are more hills to push this object. The paradox, is that the more I see, the more satisfaction I obtain, and yet the more I feel un-satisfied by other hills which I could be on!

The sadness of life is that we can only do it once, and we have to stick to one timescale. Imagine if you could back to incidents in your life and relive them, and if necessary change them! How much fun that would be!
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What is it about the look given by a beautiful woman, directly in to my eyes, which causes my whole soul to run away and hide? Until I can answer this question, I will never be happy.


Fz